A long break from here..and i juz got to know that jason here is always been down in luck no matter what i do..juz that i tend to always look on the bright side of way..WHY ? simple.. coz there are ppl ard me who are all so nice and happily attached and me..well single.. i mean i'm not trying to be some arse hole who thinks that being single is not good ya knw..sometimes i juz need someone to pamper me,care for me,be there for me anywhere anytime and also everywhere,to talk to me when i'm down to..to be here with me no matter what..and i juz don't seemed to find this sort of ppl out there now..well maybe never and it'll only be found in my own fantasy..it's not abt who i'm with ya know..i mean be it a guy or a girl who's going to be my other half..but as long as they meet my criterias it'll be so so so not happen !! gosh.. anyway gotta congratulate another gay couples out there..and one of them is my fren's cou and another is my frenster fren..god pls tell me how fated they were to be together..me being sandwhiched in the middle of both of em.. i dare say that i'm not handsome and not even near semi-built but well i hav good chara..well maybe for 60% and the rest SHIT..hmm..maybe ish the rest of the shit that's shooing away ppl whom i need in my life..that is why i dare conclude that i am going to stay single until the day i found "YOU"..that'll probably take me eternity..that's all folks :) juz wanted to rattle what's in me ever since i saw some things and went thru stuffs..