well today basically is aerm..
April fool's day..
till now i don't really understand why ppl name this day a fool's day..
is it becoz ppl tend to be fooled??
or maybe ppl on this day tend to be fooled??
or even better ppl tend to know that they are being fooled??
well this leads me to today's post topic or rather things that happened today..
today woke up had a video call with my lit cou..then did some checking of mail
after that i went to meet someone whom i met in frenster..
well that happened from 3-8++
while the whole time we chatted went to had dinner went to walk..and stuff
then deardear mesged me..
which brings me to the next topic..
i juz realised that somethings are always not as simple as it seems in the contarary
and that somethings that we as humans can't interfer at all not even to mention helping


coz there's this little problem that happened yest till now..and i'm really really at a loss
coz if someone has another person who likes euu but then that person didn't bring it up to euu
well i guess and i personally think that he doesn't hav any courage..like cummon if u like somebody juz tell him straight to the face not ask ppl to drop cash into his bag
and..i don't know..now that someone keeps on saying that he doesn't want me to be sad at all
but i can't bring myself to be happy either not to even mention jealous..
and today i don't think i deserve any thing from anyone alrdy..coz i realised that there are ppl out there who likes me but don't wanna say and there's someone whom i like told him but then brings me to this problem..i seriously think that this game shall end really really end..
and it'll end today.. :)
don't worry..i'll be fine tomorrow..it's true..coz it's a new page that'll be written on..till tomorrow..
i'm tired with this game..REALLY..
what an April Fool's Day '07